Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Ahhhh, welcome fall!


It is with great joy, that I welcome back, playing outside without sweating. Ahhhh, fall. We've been waiting for you! We welcomed our first beautiful afternoon with 3 hours outside after school, including a popcorn snack that we left the crumbs for the birds instead of the broom, football, basketball, scooters, homework, and of course since L was around, babies.




Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Morning Hair

You never quite know what L's hair will look like. I love it.


Monday, September 28, 2009

a few notes

a few notes from around our house...

Ek has danced 8 hours in the last 5 days, over 4 lessons. she is so excited about the Nutcracker! I may very well see every bit of the scene, all parts, before it happens! So glad she is having fun.

I changed L's allergy medicine from Zyrtec to Singular today, hoping to stop the faucet that is attached to the front of her face. poor thing.

L is the friendliest thing right now. She draws so much attention everywhere we go and especially loves to tell everyone we see to 'have a good day!' love it.

Today was College day at school in the Homecoming week celebration. Ek wore her cheerleading outfit and H wore his jersey. One of Ek's friends told another friend that she was spoiling UGA day by wearing her GT cheerleading outfit! Boy these girls are trained well by their daddies. Ek tried to make peace between them, so proud of her for that. She is so excited about wearing her poodle skirt tomorrow for decades day.

I have 2 friends going in the hospital tomorrow... one to have her baby boy and anther to have her baby boy's tonsils removed. I think i may need to go make the rounds in the morning!

I love when H gets in the car to report he didn't 'get to' stand on the fence. Today was one of those days. ya-hoo!

I sure am thankful that my amazing husband helps me with the dishes. If he didn't this blog post would not be written. Sounds like he is rinsing the sink, I think I'll go hug him.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Several days ago, a friend of j and mine was hit by a full size SUV while riding his bike. The SUV was hit by a full size truck that had run a stop sign and then the SUV that was hit ran into him. The Lord has kept him alive and his injuries seem to be things that can be fixed. The last conversation I had with him, I shared with him J’s insight that the Lord had given him Sunday morning regarding our training. The Lord had impressed on him to run every mile with purpose and praying for specific people during his time. Now our friend is lying in a hospital bed and yet, I think the same remains, he must run with purpose. He has got to fight to regain his strength for the work the Lord has for his life and embrace where he is now. God loves him. Our adversary would love to keep him knocked down and yet God will work this all for good. He now has a different race to run. He was looking at doing another tri this fall, now he will be in rehab after his breaks heal. But the same is true for all of us, we must run the races God has called with His intentions for it at the foremost of our minds and praying His prayers for the time. We must be sure to run our own race, believing God’s specific plans for our own lives. I know for me, my race that I must do well, is love well. Train hard in loving well. Practice it, pursue it, seek to do it better, get stronger in it. I want to love well. I want to run my race well. Help me Lord. Help Spence Lord. Help us all.

Friday, September 25, 2009

My starving artist

L seems to be having a good time at school. Her teacher loves to get her room full of 2 year olds sitting at the table and busy, seems pretty wise to me. They learn a letter each week and she has them do a lot of crafts surrounding the letter. L usually has several art pieces in her back pack when she gets in the car and usually wants to hold her back pack to take them out and show them to me. Tuesday she was showing me this caterpillar, while chewing. She was saying, "I put one rih rere, rih rere, rih rere, rih rere (right there, right there...)..." Love that she was enjoying her art work in so many ways and that she is so proud to show me what she has done!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Building BLocks


H has a new hobby. I got him Leggos for Christmas last year but he was a bit young. Several weeks ago, I sat a bit amazed as he and his 2 buddies sat and played with Leggos for over an hour. These boys are not the sitting type. So I got them out and he has been playing playing. I love to see his concentration and focus while he plays. He has always enjoyed blocks and could stack blocks before he was a year old. Nice to know something he can do indoors that does not involve climbing.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Most Improved

Tonight was H's last soccer game of this season. I am still quite excited over his progress over the season. He went from not touching the ball the second game to scoring 2 goals. I do think he was the smallest on his team, but he ran so hard and tried so hard every game. Not everyone scored a goal, we can think of several that did not, so we are just so pleased with H that he continued to play hard and keep trying. He did great. Most of all, I am so glad he had so much fun. He didn't get discouraged, but just ran and smiled. He definitely had a great time having friends on his team. Last night he and Jack teamed up for a goal and Jack was so proud of H, they knew they did it together. Tonight they got their trophies. I asked H if he wanted to put it on his dresser, he said not that he wanted to put it in the living room. He put it on the table right in front of the family tree. I think we will return to the soccer field this spring.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Tired

bad news- my phone broke in 2
good news- i've got insurance
good news- i get a new one
bad news- it costs $50
bad news- no more insurance because they have to replace a defective phone for the same problem twice in one year that Verizon won't own up too
bad news- Verizon would have replaced if i had taken it when it was cracked
confusing news- they will replace it when it is cracked, not broken into 2
more confusing news- it would have cost $50 also
good news- no more fees for insurance on my bill
bad news- no more insurance coverage
good news- the new phone will be here tomorrow
bad news- i can't talk today
so if you want to talk, come see me.

Cheering Ek


I need to make a quick re-cap of last Friday night. Ek had been practicing after school and getting prepared to cheer at half time of the Trinity football game. She was a bit beyond excited. We arrived at the game with her borrowed cheerleading skirt and her "I scream, You scream, We all scream for our team" shirt on. We ate a quick dinner at the concession stand and she was about to explode to go find some friends. She just knew they were in the stands and I just didn't know how we would find them... I quickly found out how. Ek and I took off into the stands and one section in, I started hearing her name in tiny, but loud, girl voices. I felt like I was with a celebrity. Her friends we as excited as she was to be there and they were so happy to see each other.

Soon the older cheerleaders came to get them to take them to the field to perform. Ek later told us she was worried she would be a bit scared on the field but once she got out there she wasn't. She did a great job. They did several cheers, a dance and sign language to a song. On the way home, she said it was a best day ever. Since she keeps saying this phrase, I guess her life is getting better and better all the time. I do think I may have a cheerleader on my hands! So fun to see her healthy, active and having fun!
She also had great fun seeing K and M at the game. I love the look on M's face, why are you in my picture. L was also very happy to her her friend M. I didn't get their picture though, because L fell down and couldn't recover a smile for a picture, she needed her bed.
Fun night, fun to be at a TCS game!

Choo-choo

Well our choo-choo has passed away. This weekend, she started swimming in circles and looking dizzy. We have not told L yet, but Ek and H took the news well. L really enjoys our little fish. We may need to take a trip to Wal-mart and get another .33 cent fish.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Grandparents Day

Friday morning was grandparents day at TCS. We were sad to not have Pops and Mopsey there, but very grateful to have Grandma and Papa. The kids were so excited about grandparents day and talked about it from the beginning of school. We all piled in the gym and enjoyed so much listening to their wonderful singing and hearing that things are going great at our school. Then the kids got to show off their rooms and some art they had done. We got to see their teachers and classmates. It was a very nice morning. L was also quite entertaining during the program, I packed her a bag of her favorite things and she managed to have a ball. She took excellent care of her baby including toting her around with her purse on her shoulder, she read her baby books and gave her a bottle. Thankfully the row behind us were quite amused by her! I sure was.



Saturday, September 19, 2009

WE did it!

Last year, the kids and I pulled out of our neighborhood in the dark to go cheer j on to his first tri. I really wanted to join him this year, and I did! Thanks be to God for our health and our marriage. We were so blessed this year to pull out again in the dark , but his time with 2 bikes on back! The kids had to stay behind because Ek had her first Nutcracker rehearsal (big news there too, she gets to blow the horn in the battle scene and get carried off by a rat!), Emma Jean and Grady were so kind to spend the day with them, I think they all had fun! So the race re-cap. Not quite as nervous today, nice to have a few for experience. Swim was better, J swam all free style, I am still working on that. Bike was fun, the course wasn't quite as pretty as Indian Springs, but I got to see J twice and that was great fun. The run was so much better, I didn't walk at all and I saw J three times. I still don't know my result splits because they are not posted and I forgot my watch. My finish time was 1:20 and J's was 1:15. I finished 3rd for my age group and J thinks about 10th overall, I'll believe it when I see it. J finished 7th in his age group. There were about 300 participants and about 10 from Dublin. The race organizer really stressed how encouraged she was to see so many people pursuing a healthy life style and encouraged us to encourage our friends to get involved as well. Encouraging, fun day.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Time to go!


This week, when I say, "L, time to go," this is what I see. "I got to get my purse!" is what I hear. Very thankfully, Ek is being very generous with her purse considering L has pretty much taken it over. This particular time, she also has her "baby bag." Good to be prepared. To add more, she usually has her keys and her phone in her purse. This one is going to e entertaining.

Five Grands



Last weekend, while in Athens, we had a great time with our sweet cousins. The kids have such a deep love for each other and love some time to play. They are quite busy and need to go outside quite often to run. It is not easy to get them all in a picture, so when all but L were watching a cool down cartoon, we grabbed L, and tried to get them to look and smile. This is the best I could do. They are all dressed like they are going to the game, and none did. So here are the 5 grands of Pops and Mopsey, just imagine these cute people running and laughing and that was our view for the day Saturday. Here are a few action shots as well...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Goooooaaaalllllll!

That's right! H scored his first goal tonight!!! And it was all his, he got the ball about mid-field and took off toward the goal, the right goal I might add, with players all around, shot the ball, it hit the goal post and bounced off, he managed to kick it again under much congestion and it went in!! He was so excited, had the most wonderful happy grin on his sweet little face framed by soaking wet sweaty hair! J was even on the field with him standing in as "Coach" for the night, whistle and all! What a joy to have daddy that close by. Oh and I was screaming like it was the winning goal of the World Cup finals. I turned around and saw only parents from the other team and sheepishly explained it was his first. They nodded with great approval and joy for us all. Ek was by my side, Grandma and Pappa were there, and of course L was there. H is super excited, he called Mopsey and Pops and was so proud to announce the news to them. I think is his sweet words he is saying he scored a 'gold' which suits me just fine, it was golden.

Monday, September 14, 2009

100,000

Tonight after taking Ek to dance and meeting friends to celebrate Ben's bday with ice cream, J headed back to get Ek early while I took H and L to H's soccer game, J and Ek crossed 100,000 miles in the Pathfinder. It is hard to believe that the car I picked out while a senior in high school because I choose to stay at UGA on Hope would one day carry my husband and my oldest child around Dublin, GA to see our H play soccer. Nope, not what I was thinking about the day I first drove it. But wow, what an amazing gift that was that my Dad gave me. and my family. I am grateful for all the places that car has taken all of us, way too many too even begin to recount. Ok ok, here are a few, it always took me back home while away from college!, it drove me and Lauren around while listening to Jars of Clay with the windows down, I distinctly remember driving it away the night I met J in Augusta, it took the drive on the back of a uhaul trailer to Texas with an indoor tree in the driver's seat, it took me to and from the hospital to work on days I wished it would take me elsewhere, then I passed it over to J to take to and from work even on days he wished it would take him elsewhere when I drove baby Ek around in the Tahoe, it took us to the hospital to see H and L's faces for the first time, and now it takes my J safely to work and on extra special days, it takes me and J on dates :) . 100,000 miles of good. So thankful to my dad and my heavenly Dad, I will mention James 1:17 again.

Happy Blog Day

Today is my first anniversary of keeping this blog. Honestly I didn't know if I would make it this far. But it has been a wonderful part of my life this last year. Somehow, it makes me see my life more. It makes me think through out the day and reflect as I'm living because I am commonly writing in my head throughout the day. It has helped me think on my blessings and the joys of my day. And been a place to see the frustrations in a way that hopefully will make me laugh over them real soon. I definitely think it has helped me remember God and his provisions and the joys of my life. I hope it has been honoring to God and almost honoring to those written about, that they will see them selves in a sweet way and know my love for them. I hope my children will love reading about their lives and the affection I have for them. So happy blog-day to me with great gratitude to God for every good and perfect gift (James 1:17) that He gives to me to write about.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

"Baby" L

L is the oldest baby I have ever had. As such she gets some great advantages. For example, the other morning I got her out of her crib (oh wait, there is another advantage, not getting kicked out of the crib!), H was so sleepy and wanted desperately for me to carry him down the steps and I thought, I couldn't possibly let L walk down the steps first thing in the morning, she's just a baby. Then I get this little reminder nudge, oh, H was a big brother at this age and I couldn't pick him up for 6 weeks straight! Oh, it makes me laugh, I do not mention this around the others. We all need to celebrate the times and places God has set for us and walk in them (Acts 17). I am very thankful to walk through them with my sweet little people. By the way, I carried both down the steps, and 2 puppies, one bear and one tiger. Very carefully.

Date night

Last night J and I went on a very loud and stressful date. It wasn't us fighting, it was a bunch of boys fighting it out on the football field. Thankfully the 'W' was credited to our side at the end, but it took a lot to get it there. Whew. It was a bit exhausting. It still remains something I love to do with J. I love to be with him, cheer with him and share in something he likes to do. It did get me thinking while there, of course. #1 How did that happen? How did a crowd of 92,746 people gather to watch a bunch of boys play football? Don't you know it just began with their mamas and daddies. Then their girlfriends came. And they brought a friend. Then they decided to bring chairs. Then their other friends decided to come because they didn't have anything to do. Then there was a line of chairs with a line of people behind them. Then the girlfriends started making up cheers to be silly. And before you knew it the stadium was being built and crammed full of people. It is just funny for me to think how far it came from a Saturday afternoon, 'why don't we play some ball' to the huge event and life that it is now. #2 It did feel a bit strange to throw my hands up and holler a bit. I do that now on a more regular basis on Sunday mornings, maybe not yelling quite as loud, but I was very aware that my hands were not going up in worship of the game or the boys. Not worship at all, just celebrating hard work and talented young boys that God has made. So it was fun, we yelled, we sang, we clapped, we shook our heads in disgust, we waited in agony as the ball scrambled, we high- fived, we hugged, we drank coke and ate popcorn, we saw old friends, we had fun with our new friends, we had fun with each other. Maybe I'll get to go again this season, we did win afterall, so I have fully recovered from the thought of me being bad luck at the Alabama game last year. Go Dawgs.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Just an ordinary breakfast


I like a picture of an ordinary moment. Here they are eating breakfast before school. For some reason L is already dressed, she must have woken up with a need for a clean diaper, and I do recall her getting her yogurt on her dress. They are eating yogurt and waffles for breakfast. And I love that all the puppies are on hand. H could not stop eating long enough to smile. L, I believe was saying, "no cheese mommy, no cheese" (in other words don't ask me to say cheese, I don't want my picture taken!). And Ek was ready with a look. So fun to watch them eat their little meals.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Learning Ek

Ek has taught us something that, honestly, I would have been fine not knowing. J was laughing and saying if she is already teaching us this much in first grade what will we be doing when she gets older! Mom, brace yourself as you read this. The letter "C" precedes the letters a, o, and u. The letter "K" precedes the letters e and i. So this means. That all these years. My mother. Grandmother. Myself. and now I am passing on to my own daughter. A name. That is spelled. Wrong. I. am. devastated. And I will state here that I love my name. I love my spelling. Its the Scottish way, you know. And I am very proud of my lineage. Especially my Katharine lineage. I have no, I repeat no intention of a correction, no matter what first grade phonics say. And I will mention this no more. Its like the Father's forgiveness, this memory will be as far away as the east is from the west. Except when I am helping my daughter read. and write. and spell. But not her name, no ma'am. She will continue to misspell it. lol.

Singing Ek


Ek loves to do creative little projects. Yesterday she colored this picture of her singing in a concert. Yep, that is lights shining on her, large speakers and a disco ball. The people are holding their cameras to take a picture of her. She is singing Laura Story's "Indescribable, uncontainable, you placed the stars in the sky and you know them by name, You are amazing, God." She is a cute girl. Last night when she was praying before bedtime, she prayed, "And God, help everyone everywhere to know where you are, for everyone everywhere in the whole world to not be afraid because they know that you have always been with them. And help everyone everywhere to get to church so they can know you and Jesus..."

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Kind Ek

Ek seems to have a confidence and a kindness that I love seeing in action. For example, tonight we went to the playground at the soccer field before H's game. Ek, first of all, was so excited to be able to go to H's game, and he played like he knew she was there, he played great! and came off the field each time with a great grin on his face. ok, ok. So we walk into the playground area and there is one little boy with his father and baby brother. Ek did not even hesitate to go over and invite him to play with she and H by asking him to play tag. He wasn't really into tag, she tried both ways, he was it and she was it. Finally he did begin to play with them some, they ran around, went down slides and swing. I was just really pleased to see her so friendly and kind and engaging to a boy that was different from her and that she didn't know. She is just sweet, kind and playful. She is a joy to watch with her friends, new and old.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Sweet little

So tonight we went to a little family gathering with 3 other families. And I just have so share a bit of L. One of the first things she does is take over a little Vera Bradley purse of Emily's. She packs it with found phone and keys, I am not kidding, and then puts it where my purse it, like she brought it and planned to take it home. Later they were going outside to play and I see her coming through following Emily and Sadie saying, "i got my purse, I got my purse." Oh, she is too big. While outside Blake somehow convinced 2 two year olds and one three year old to sit in a circle to play duck duck goose. The game did not go over at all, but I gotta give Blake all the credit for trying and they were quite adorable sitting watching Blake lay down the rules. Thirdly, all the kids were up in the playroom. Ben got some lollipops out for them all to have. L and Hunter did not follow the stampede to the kitchen for the treat. L was just calling and calling for me. Tara responded first and was so confused when L was pointing to Hunter and calling his name. Then Tara looked around the corner to see what L was so upset about, Hunt was handcuffed to the table and L did not like that one bit. Of course, neither did we, so we freed him. Sweet little L.

Family

I am just amazed by 'family.' So grateful for mine. I know the word for so many people does not invoke many happy thoughts, and for those I am just beyond horribly so sad. My family is such a gift. My mom and dad are way too far beyond amazing. My brother could not be a greater brother or friend or leader or inspiration or encouragement to me. I am just so grateful. I just think that family is this gift from God and a pointing from him of who to love well. I am so grateful that there are these people that are so far away, that I have seldom seen in all my life, yet I love. I got to see several of those today as I went to Macon to see Meri, Meredith, Teresa, Addison and Avery. Meredith is about to move to LA (and no, not Lower Alabama) and yet I know I'll see her again, she is family, family doesn't give up. And now my family has grown, well now almost 10 years ago. 10 years! Gracious! Ok so I have another year to get there, but its coming. And this new family I love like crazy! A whole new set of never giving up, will know and love for ever people. And then it is also a year away since I got a sister! A sister! I mean how did that happen?! How did I get so blessed to get one as amazing as she it?! And their boys that I just feel like I could explode love for! And then I look at these little people who have filled my life. And I just think, wow!, how did this happen? How did I get so blessed to know these little people? How did I get so blessed to be trusted to love them? They feel like my own little dolls and yet so not my own. I do not control them, God has their plan. Oh, I hope I am loving them well enough. because I really do.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Good start

I will not exaggerate... this week I woke up Ek for school 4 days, H 3 days and L 2 days. So comes Saturday morning and I am so happy to sleep in a bit, I'm not getting up to exercise, I just want to rest. They didn't get the memo. L screamed out at 6. I put her in bed with us and did not say a word. H got in bed with us at 6:30. Ek tapped on my shoulder at 6:40. H got up at 6:50 to go find breakfast, he brought me the box of cheese straws to open, a bag of goldfish and a loaf of bread, there is no telling what he actually ate. Ek moved over beside L at 7:20 and they started giggling. So much for sleeping in, but we did get the weekend started with some good snuggling.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Following the Good Shepherd

Tonight I am giving a talk to kick off a new Bible study for the women of our church. I am going to talk on Psalm 23. Here it is, it is meant to be heard, not read so remember that. And I can't say I won't make changes between now and 7pm! O Lord, lead me!

Psalm 23 has always been a bit of a mystery to me. I must just say I didn’t get it. Lying in green pastures and walking in death’s shadow just didn’t belong together, I thought. And yet, I wanted to know this shepherd. I wanted to know how I could trust him and walk with him whether in green pastures or in dark places. Mindy and I were talking about this group and this study about a month ago when I was getting pretty worn out from summer. My days were swept away everyday with playing, reading, cleaning, feeding and by the end of summer, I was exhausted. I know I hadn’t been committing my days to knowing God and it showed. I knew I needed to be restored. So for the last month I have been pondering on this scripture and want to share some of the Lord’s insights to me.


I think why this didn’t make sense is because I wasn’t looking at it in the right way. I now do not think this is happening all at once but more this psalm represents the seasons of life that we go through. One prepares for the next. Look at 1-3, then 4-5, then 6. In 1-3, the Lord has us in a fertile restful place where we build strength for the next season. During the next season, we walk even more closely with the Shepherd and come to know him even more deeply. Then we know and are committed to following him forever. So lets look first at the time of growing.


Verses 1-3

1 The Lord is my shepherd,


The first thing we must do is identify God as our Shepherd. This is no small thing. Whether we know it or not, we all have a shepherd. Tonight I want us to know more of the Good Shepherd and how he cares for us. Sheep are very difficult to care for, they are not intelligent, they get stuck on their backs, the are easily startled and all follow the one who is scared, they just have issues. So unlike us! But the Lord is amazingly patient, amazingly wise and amazingly loving. When we align ourselves under God’s leadership and call him shepherd, we are calling him Lord. We are saying I trust you. I trust you to take me to the place where I will be fed, where my thirst will be quenched, when I can rest, where I can get through tough times.


I shall not want.


Not wanting is hard for me to identify with. I want lots of things, not only to live with Christ, but for people I love to be whole, and ok some unrighteous too- like new jeans for fall. But here, want can also be translated lack. And we lack nothing for Godliness. Scriptures tell us we have everything we need for life and Godliness. Christ sacrifice was sufficient for all our sin. His forgiveness reaches all of our choices and all our attitudes and all our words. We have all the Holy Spirit we need to give us instruction to follow and comfort to sustain us. We have all the love we need from the Father, all the teaching we need to learn of his character and all the encouragement to offer hope for our lives. Christ our shepherd is our Provision.


2 He makes me lie down in green pastures.


For sheep to lie down they must be taken care of completely- their tummies must be full so they will want to eat instead,and here they are lying down in green pastures, which tells me they have all they need to get full. They must also feel protected from all harm, or they will be looking out for danger. They must be healed, if they have infections, especially itching, they will be looking for relief. Christ longs to take care of us so completely that we will lie down. Like I said, Christ has provided everything we need. So when we are in the fertile places of our lives, we need to soak in his provision and rest. Now like I said earlier this psalm may very well be seasons, so maybe if you are in this place, you have just come out of walking in dark shadows, so here the Shepherd is providing a place of recovery. Or maybe he is allowing you to know his care so you are ready to follow wherever he leads.


He leads me beside still waters.


Now I don’t know about ya’ll, but sometimes by water is not too still. I am usually grabbing a bottle of water to drink in the car while I’m rushing off somewhere. I also have been in several races these last few months and I always giggle a bit when they hand you these neat little cups of water to drink while you are running. It is very difficult to get any actually in your mouth. Most is tossed away. And here Christ is saying, Katharine, slow down, be still and drink my water, be still and receive my care. I think of the woman at the well who was thirsty and troubled and Jesus offers her eternal water. She stayed a while and talked with him, instead of just grabbing her water and running away. We need to return to Christ and let him quench our thirst, let him talk to our hearts.


3 He restores my soul.


The real life shepherding example of this is actually makes me smile because I see myself. Sheep are very top heavy. And when the fall down, commonly they fall all the way over and get stuck. Their little legs are stuck right up in the air and they cannot turn themselves back over. Anybody identify? Anybody feel this way lately? Well I think the answer is in the next verse. Only the shepherd can come and turn us back over.


He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name sake.


God has not changed. He created us for the same reasons he was creating people from the beginning. Do we know what those reasons are? Are we walking in the ways he intended? Jeremiah 6 says, Stand by the roads and look, and ask for the ancient paths, where the good way is; and walk in it and find rest for your souls. The most ancient path, the first path we see is Adam and Eve, he created them to walk in the Garden, take care of the garden, have family and care for them and most importantly walk with God. That is what we were created for. When our souls are not right, we need to return to God’s plans for our lives, Proverbs 3 :5-6 says, trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight. We need to lay our lives before the shepherd, follow him into the green pastures and drink from his still waters and know his plans for our lives.


4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,


I will fear no evil, for you are with me;


The sheep followed when the shepherd leads them away from the green field. They know him by now. He has feed them, protected them and now he needs to lead them to another place. The seasons are changing. He knows the good he has for us, Jeremiah 29:11. He works all things together for our good, Romans 8:28. We can trust the shepherd when the seasons change in our lives. When things looked different and we are in different places, we need to remember that the shepherd stays with the sheep. The shepherd is know by his sheep and he stays with them. He is not asking them to go alone. And the sheep know how to follow their shepherd because they know his voice, Jesus reminds us of this in John 10. They have spent that time with him in the green pasture, they know how to follow.


your rod and staff, the comfort me.


Shepherds do no have a lot of complicated equipment that they use when they care for their sheep. They have a rod and staff. The rod they us to protect, and the staff they us to help the sheep along. Shepherds at this time carved their own rods and staff so they were specific to each shepherd. The sheep knew their shepherds tools. They knew how they had used them to specifically care for them. We need to reply upon the testimonies of the past to guide us today. There are so many times when God tells us to remember- remember his teaching, remember his promises, remember his faithfulness. Look to these testimonies and remember God. The scriptures are one place we must go for these things. If God has taken care of his people since creation, he will not stop with you. Think of Moses, speaking of staffs, did God turn his staff into a snake to reveal his power before Pharaoh? And didn’t God us it to separate the sea so they could walk across? Can you imagine how Moses carried that after those events? Don’t you imagine he would look to it and remember God’s power and faithfulness. We need read the Word and be encouraged of his care.


5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;


Now this is very interesting. Shepherds would spend great time taking care of the fields where their sheep were grazing and feeding. They would be sure all poisonous weeds were out of their way, they would clean up water sources to make sure the water was clear. They would make sure their table, or pasture, was neat. They would watch for dangerous animals, they would shake bushes to scare away snakes. We need to accept this from the Good Shepherd as well. When he tells us the dangers of plants in our life, we need to listen, not everything we are eating- taking in, that is, whether it be TV, magazines, internet- is good for us. There are things we take in that poison us. Take God’s instruction to not eat these things, let him clear them for you And by all means call evil evil. A friend who works at a veterinary clinic told me about a lady who had come in with her pet snake. She said he wasn’t acting right. He had stopped eating and when he slept at night instead of curling up on her pillow, he was laying straight out beside her. The vet told her that he was sizing her up to eat her. When a snake is longer than their prey, they know they can swallow it. Take head from the Lord, listen to his warnings. Do not let so called “pets” consume you. He has prepared a table for you. He has given you a church with solid teaching. He has given you an education to be able to read his word. He has given you so many books to help you grown wise in his teachings. Feast at his table in the presence of your enemy- with the temptations of this world, rely on his truth for your feast.


you anoint my head with oil;


I mentioned earlier about those little bugs that get into the sheep’s noses, so what happens is these little bugs get in their noses and lie their eyes in the mucous of their noses, the larve then when hatched crawl up into their heads and irriatate them, the itching will literally cause them to bang their head against trees to get relief and sometimes they bang their heads to their own death. That is horrible. So the way the shepherd heals them is by treating it with oil. Oil can prevent or treat so many of the sheep’s health issues. So they can either dip them in oil or put oil on their heads with their hands. James 5:17 tells us to anoint the sick one with oil in the name of the Lord. I think also this oil is a picture of the Holy Spirit and how he comes to sooth us, calm us and heal us.


my cup overflows;


Now this cup can be several things, tonight I’d like to propose one that may not be quite as popular. when Jesus was in the garden of Gethsemane just before he was arrested, he prayed that the cup pass from him, but not was he wills but as the Father wills. Now we know that he did in fact take the cup of suffering. He was hung on a cross for our sins, he was separated from his Father and took the weight of our punishment. Now as he sits at the right hand of God, he knows our suffering. Hebrews 4 Tells us we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens and it is Jesus, the Son of God, and he is able to sympathize with our weakness, because he has been tempted as we are, yet he was without sin. Jesus came to earth and lived life! He suffered, he wept, he was tempted and now he walks through all of these things with us. He is walking through these times with us. We are not alone. Let Christ lead you.


6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life,


and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.


Now we know Jesus. We have spent time with him in the pastures, where we have fed on his truth in lush green pastures, we know his character that he loves us, provides for us, protects us, heals us. Then we have walked with him, followed him through tough places, through the dark valley that has a shadow that brought fear, yet we walked through, we didn’t stay there, and we know he was taking us to a higher place. And he was with us! He didn’t abandon us. We live in Victory with Christ. So now I think we will see like the disciples saw as described in John 6. In this chapter alone, we are told of Jesus feeding the 5,000 (providing for them, like the shepherd took care of his sheep in the green pasture). Then we saw him walk on water with Peter, he told Peter to follow him in a new place, and then he teaches them some hard teaching about him being the bread of life how we as his followers eat his flesh and drink his blood, we learn about his sacrifice and his suffering. Some left. They were done. And he turned to his disciples and said, “Do you want to go away as well?” Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life, and we have believed and have come to know, that you are the Holy One of God.”


So I suggest this is what we go through as a believer. With God as our Good Shepherd, he takes us along our paths, through seasons in life where we come to know him, we learn of his character and his worthiness to follow. So we come to know we can stand with Him, trust him and and live peacefully with him. So if you feel like you are in a fertile field with God, give thanks and grow healthy. If you feel like you are walking through a really dark valley, look up to your shepherd follow him through to the table top. And most importantly, abide with Christ. Look to the shepherd for your care- he will feed you, give you drink, care for you, turn you over when you are on your back and heal you. And that is why we are here, we need to learn from this shepherd, learn who he is, learn how to follow him.


Let me read to you from Revelation 7, this is our hope...

Then one of the elders addressed me, saying, ‘who are these, clothed in white robes and from where have they come?” I said to him, “Sir you know,” And he said to me, ‘these are the ones coming of of the great tribulation. They have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. ‘Therefore they are before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple; and he who sits on the throne will shelter them with is presence. they shall hunger no more, neither thirst anymore; the sun shall not strike them, nor any scorching heat. For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of living water, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.’


Lastly I know many of you were at Glory Revealed last weekend and they have a song of Psalm 23 that Trevor Morgan wrote. I want to play that now so we can just take a minute to think on the Lord and his promises, pray to him in response to what he has spoken over your heart. And I also ask you to join us, in this study over six weeks, to learn from him from his Word.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

The last time?

The day before school started was a Tuesday. We went to the club to go swimming which we loved to do all summer. It was always so fun- the kids laughed, played and just loved being in the water. We also loved to see our friends- friends who we planned to meet and friends who happened to be there. We loved when the pool was full of familiar faces and when all we saw were each other. We commonly let Miss Cathy fix us a yummy lunch, I usually got a salad and the kids usually got mini corn dogs and fruit. On special days, I let them get an ice cream treat. Miss Cathy would sometimes let them come behind her counter, peak their little eyes over the cooler and choose which treat they would get. It was just a really happy time and a really happy place. One that Tuesday Miss Cathy told us that the weekdays at the pool were over, that they would be open only on the weekends until Labor Day. I almost wanted to turn right back around and swim some more. I soaked in that day, we ate lunch and ice cream and had a ball. I wanted so badly to cling to it, yet summer at the pool was over. It was time to get back to the disciplined life of school. After all I do not want to raise kids who want and endless summer, they are called to much more of a life than that! It is with sadness that I say good bye to those days though. Well we extended summer one more day for Jack and Ben's Big Kahuna party Sunday! Out came the swimsuits and towels and we went over to slide down the huge water slide for hours. I was so grateful for one more time for some fun summer fun. And now it is done. No wait! Susanne called Monday to say the slide was still up and calling for some summer boys! So after school, we had one more minute of summer. I am wondering if we might squeeze one more time in this Labor Day weekend. It just has had me thinking of wanting to take in the last time that we do things. We don't always get the chance to know when it is the last time. God seems to have some wisdom for this, he tells us not to worry about tomorrow (maybe not worry that this will be the last time?) and to rejoice in today (maybe enjoy everyday regardless of how many more will come?). Maybe this is how to live a life "without regrets." I am not sad for summer to be done this year, I welcome the fall breezes and the things that come with fall, and I do look forward to next summer and more days at the pool.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Favorites Live

It is a big thing to summarize, but I had quite a pair of nights this weekend...

Friday night I was at Women of Faith, the highlight for me, for sure, was seeing Stephen Curtis Chapman sing, and seeing Mandisa open just before him. Saturday night we went to Glory Revealed here in Dublin and saw Mac Powell, Aaron Shust, Trevor Morgan and Laura Story sing. WOW! It was really just a big overwhelming to see these people who have inspired so much wonderful meditation on God and his Word, so much encouragement, so much just wonderful singing and worship to God. I am so thankful for brothers and sisters who have gone before in obedience to teach and encourage the body and it was just so fun to see them live! SCC was really so great, he seems to be such a man of integrity, he seemed to be one who lives out what he sings. And it was just so fun to see him singing with his sons behind him playing guitar and drums. It was a huge encouragement to hear his testimony and see him stand firmly proclaiming God's goodness and faithfulness. He quoted his son who was involved in the accident when he said that he used to think that faith meant having just the right answer for any question in regards to his faith but now he realizes that faith is having questions without answers and continuing to trust God. That encourages me! I also love that he said 2 days really matter, the day you are living today and the day we will stand in glory and how we live today is reflective of what we believe about the later. We live with victory as our destiny and I do hope my daily life reflects that. I will sing along with SCC now with a bit louder voice after seeing a little glimpse into his life.
So I get up Saturday morning and hurry home because I just couldn't wait a minute longer to see my little snaggle tooth! And I couldn't wait to be at Glory Revealed with J and all our friends! Ek came along too. We had great fun that morning talking with Laura Story's husband who actually was a Wofford the same time was Ben and in Greenville a the same time as Milly. It is always fun to make connections! And any time I get to claim any relation to Ben and Milly, I am always happy! So we head back that night for the concert. It was quite something to be about 15 yards away from those folks as they sang. Mac Powell was such a leader and encourager, he too seemed to really sing from conviction and walking closely with God. I loved seeing the joy he had singing and being on stage and the way her interacted with the others on stage. They seemed to be having a ball together. Aaron Shusts' song "My Savior, my God" has been one of my favorites for a while. It is the first song on my favorites playlist and it always makes me take a deep breath. And I got to see him sing it right in front of me! That was just too fun. Laura Story seemed to sing with such joy and it was really fun to see her parents grinning at her right beside me. And to be surrounded by just my dear friends and with J and Ek. I was truly so happy. Then to cap it all off we got to meet, greet and get pictures with the singers! Tee-hee-hee! I could actually talk to Aaron and Laura, but I was a bit too star struck by Mac. I should have thought about it a bit before I was standing next to him, but I totally lost all words. silly me.
It was really just an encouragement to hear testimony from these fellow believers and so nice to hear their struggles, obedience and joy in serving and singing.






Out

Its out. The tooth that is. I called home after hearing Stephen Curtis Chapman! (don't worry, that post is coming) and didn't even get a word in because just moments earlier, in the car, in the dark, on the way home from McRae, Ek yanked it out, herself! "And it didn't even bleed!... but it does feel a bit squishy." I have never seen a child quite so proud of a gap in her mouth, she showed everyone for days, and told everyone that she did it. I think my favorite showing was to Sophia, Ek told me they had worked hard on it during lunch that day (her mother is a dental hygienist, maybe she has learned a thing or two) and Sophia gave her the biggest hug when she saw it, like she was so proud of her. Nothing like a good friend! It still surprises me a bit to see that little gap, and thankfully she doesn't look grown yet, no big tooth for a while. She has not put it under her pillow, I don't think she wants to let go of the tiny little thing.